12.31.09 (2)

Happy New Year!!

I think I better lay it down for a bit before I completely lose myself in this whole thing again. I need to click off for a little while and just watch some movies for a few days. Sanity Insurance. I've really been focusing on important things lately. Facing them. I need to take a break. How does one take a break within a break? Because my life is already "on a break", and now I need to take a break from that. I can't escape or really go anywhere, so I have to click off mentally. I already trashed my latest webcam to prevent me from making any more ridiculous videos (the cat, not the ones with Leah.) It's a constant threat when I'm bored AND have a camera. However I spared my microphone. What a delightful little gem that is. I do think that when my hands forget how to type and/or my brain forgets how to spell (just watch. I'm telling you...) And I decided that I do NOT want to type out things like a trained parakeet with it's beak. I'm thinking I should probably go ahead and dig on in the podcasting world, before I have to. I've already experimented a little bit with that, and I do like it. I might play around some more with it and see if that can be a good outlet for me if and when all I can do is sit like a stagnant toad on a log. Although if my life comes to that I suspect I'll be more of a dreamer than anything else. I can't imagine what all might take place in my head if I'm completely bedridden and comatose.

I know I said I would be consistent with this one, and I have been. I just didn't say for how long.

Happy 2010!